I’m just sitting here
My eyes staring blankly
My eyes writing rapidly
My thoughts racing thru my damn mind
My heart somehow still pumping
How is it that
After everything my heart still manages to pour my love out
Is there not a way to clean up this spill?
Patch that shit the fuck up
As much as i want to forget about you
It’s my heart that refuses
And i wonder
I wonder how much more of me do you want to break?
At the rate im going my love could fill up oceans
So i wonder how many times i have to drown
Under the tides of my affection for you to realize
That i was always down for you?
I just don’t understand how you spoke so highly of me and you treated me the worst